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What is Life About

Life is a confusing mess of emotions and economic difficulties. I felt more introspective as of late when I started selling my blood for some extra money after I was fired out of the blue from my previous job. The predatory way employers post jobs that require a lot of experience for little pay or Continue reading
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Direction

Ever feel like you don’t have a direction in life? Specifically, I am talking about career-wise. It would be great to only find fulfillment in your personal life and not have to worry about a job, but that is not the world we live in. I wonder what people thought about back in the day. Continue reading
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Options to save money

I loathe being in the type of spot where I might have to stop my medications because they are getting too expensive. After getting fired, money is on my mind constantly. It doesn’t help that my Youtube ads are now filled with get rich quick schemes designed to prey on stay at home mothers. I Continue reading
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Job Success

I finally found a job! It isn’t in my field but I think it might be good to take a bit of a break. Being let go from my job was a bit of a shock so I want to get back into the market slowly. It feels better and less stressful to know that Continue reading
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Turning My Brain Off

I want to put my head down, work hard, and then go home to my family to enjoy the time I have with them. I have been putting out a pretty wide net for jobs so I hope that I can get back to more of a routine. When my daughter is with my mom Continue reading
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Job Hunting

I know it’s a meme now, but I feel like I spend more time filling out forms than I do practicing coding so that I can actually pass a coding test. Motivation doesn’t just magically appear, I know I have to make motivation happen and work hard to keep it. Depression is making me not Continue reading
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Finding a Purpose

It has been a week since I got laid off from my job, and it feels pretty weird right now. I am trying to fill up my time with streaming, cleaning, doing errands, and taking care of my child but it still feels like something is missing. I am afraid I won’t be able to Continue reading
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The Grind

I mentioned to my boss that I felt like a cog in the wheel recently at my job and I think that speaks to a larger issue in society in general. Many people are starved creatively speaking and that can create burn out and a general sense that you are mindlessly doing tasks over and Continue reading
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About Me
A 30 year old streamer that loves to buy too many coffee table books, is never satisfied with her office setup, and wants to like cooking
