Molly's Blog

Where I write all my thoughts and ideas. Includes recipes, gaming things, and a blog


  • Priorities

    My priorities are constantly changing and it depends on what is happening now, what aspect of my life needs the most attention. If my mental health is suffering, that becomes my number one priority but if my relationships need work then that will be the number one. What are you suppose to do if all Continue reading

  • Therapy Struggles

    I have to find the best combination of meds for myself to feel better. Sometimes I feel nothing and that isn’t good for me or anyone else in my life. I am also considering what meds would work better if I wanted to get pregnant again for a second kid. There are some meds that Continue reading

  • Too Many Roles to Fill

    I have been listening to this song ever since it came out and it makes me feel a certain way. I described it to my husband like this: “Have you ever been bursting with rage on behalf of your ancestors?”. It is a really neat song about how historically, women have been made to fullfill Continue reading

  • More Nervous about Normal Results

    I have my appointment with my gynecologist today and I am worried. It feels strange to say but I hope my hormones are out of whack because then I will have an answer. It’s like if you pay for an emergency room visit for nothing. You are glad you are healthy but upset you basically Continue reading

  • Planning Fatigue

    I have been planning a few big projects lately and I feel a bit burn out. I have a few calendars I update and I just got a new Google Pixel so that should help me stay on track. However, I feel like I am on a rollercoaster track with no option to leave some Continue reading

  • When it Rains, it Pours

    I feel like I’m dealing with a lot of things at once. Most of the time, technology helps with planning but not always. I can set up as many calendars as I can and it reminds me of important dates but it also stresses me out! I feel like I want convenience and also to Continue reading

  • The Grind

    I mentioned to my boss that I felt like a cog in the wheel recently at my job and I think that speaks to a larger issue in society in general. Many people are starved creatively speaking and that can create burn out and a general sense that you are mindlessly doing tasks over and Continue reading

  • Communication is Key

    Ever since having a kid 9 months ago, my husband and I have been feeling the stress of working, cleaning, taking care of the baby, hanging with friends, checking up on family, paying bills, doing house renovations, etc. The most important thing to do is two fold. The first is to get professional help from Continue reading

  • Feeling Pretty Good

    It is surprising how much better I feel when the weather gets nicer and I can open the windows in my house. Fresh air is obviously not a cure for depression, however it gets me out of my dungeon state of mind where I keep the lights off and huddle in a corner on my Continue reading

  • Home Renovation

    I finally removed the wallpaper, painted, and removed the carpet in on of our rooms upstairs so we can finally use it! We are thinking of putting our daughter in the new room because it has more space and the lighting looks amazing now that the room is painted. My sister and mom helped out Continue reading

About Me

A 30 year old streamer that loves to buy too many coffee table books, is never satisfied with her office setup, and wants to like cooking